I Regret Giving Up My Baby

I lay in bed think of my baby.

I regret giving up my baby. Many women considering adoption worry that they may later regret their adoption decision wondering can i give my baby up for adoption and get her back later find out what happens if you put your baby up for adoption and then change your mind and how american adoptions can help. I m single in my early 20 s and unemployed. The choice to give my child up for adoption was a simple one. The decision to place my child up for.

I m supposed to want my baby back. I changed my mind about giving my baby up for adoption and i have no regrets. It has been a crazy wild ride. I m not too sure why as he hated being there and was usually off his face when he came.

I say all this but want to clarify that i never regretted having my son. My parents wanted me to adopt out my baby. It was a good week before i could get 28mls. They felt that i was not.

It was the best decision i have ever made and that is the hardest thing for most people to understand. Since leaving the hospital without my baby everything has changed. I don t regret placing my son for adoption i didn t give him up. I m supposed to stay up every.

But never for a single moment will i regret my. Caring for a baby is a work out except it doesn t keep you in shape and give you the worst back aches strains. During the pregnancy i thought giving my baby up for adoption was what i wanted to do. By ally r.

Some people claim that i simply made my choice out of grief and i get why they think that. Regarding bf if you give up you will regret it and if you struggle on you will regret it. The intensity of that connection is hard to ignore. Prob more like 5 10 initially and then topped up with formula.

I barely eat barely talk to my friends or family and have no desire to do anything. And then to go through childbirth and have that child placed on her chest and know that she can t give her up. My baby s father visited me sometimes.